Pensive thinking reminds me of a fluint flowing river, calm and at ease. Flowing along in its own language, understanding as it passes by.
But then confusion stalks me and my mind and understanding shuts off. All of a sudden everything goes black and memory is beside me.
Its like that river hits the rapids and whirls round to fast to be able to take anything in and it comes lost and confused and ends up churning it's self into butter. It can not flow along anymore. Therefore understanding and concentration are lost... and it leaves me confused and angry at myself.
Because my brain can not get past that block and everything leaves me blank and utterly confused, to the point i want to roll back my eyes into my head and see into my own mind and see what actually went wrong. Then.. i would correct it. But im not a magical being who can do that. Im human, and i guess people will just have to learn patience round me.
Thats dyslexia for you... i don't know if anyone else gets that problem, but the best i can describe it for now.
